Carry on

Somehow i’m back.
Mother’s Day is coming and I want to take some time to remember her. Read thru my past posts in 2006 onwards. Was reminded of the past again.
It hurts, as usual.

I miss them. I really really miss them.
I am still anticipating for the reunion for my family.
As time passes by, I realize the pain doesn’t lessen any bit.
Instead as I get further from the past, the longing actually get stronger.

Many times, I will close my eyes. Asking God if He can let all that happened be a dream.
But whenever I open my eyes, I know, rachel got to be stronger.

God, continue to sustain me.
I really really miss them.
Mummy and Papa.