Your Faithfulness

Woke up to a dream i dont know if is good or bad.
Bad was because I dreamt that my mum was in the hospital suffering.
Good was because I was with her once again and she is by my side

‘This dream feels real and, painful.
Woke up crying.
It hurts to see her suffering from illness.
It hurts to be reminded of the past again.
It hurts to wake up and realise she is no longer by my side. And the only way i can see her is through my dreams.

I wonder, when will we meet again.
I wonder, how will the reunion be like.
I will continue to live life courageously till we meet again.
And, I am reminded of God’s faithfulnes in my life.
He sees me through the seasons and He is always there.
How can I live without You God, really.

Mummy, I love you and I miss you.
I miss your voice.
I miss your touch,
I miss calling you mummy.